I wonder if you know what I am going through since you have
been in my life.
You have heard, seen & read the words of longing, love and
lust, of desires written on papers for the name of your memory.
You have felt my bloody hunger, tasted the bitterness of my
thirst and sensed the continuous vibration of my passion inside your body,
inside your artery, inside your blood.
You deplete me. My mind becomes a body that calls to be satisfied
by yours.
Your stare hits the
walls of my brain. The air you excel become the air I breathe. Your sighs are sparks
of imagination inside my head.
Your profound, long pauses are the moments I
wait within your skin.
Your hushed, patient opening up, like a placid, is something
I delight in.
I enjoy watching you unmask and discover yourself;
your ceaseless beauty, your unspoken desire, your secret passions.
To know them , to be
introduced to these hidden, long kept secrets is a strange and beautiful
experience.
To come to know you as you are coming to know yourself is a moment of a lifetime.
I wait for the eternity of discovery. Jumping into
the darkest, cold abyss of you; places the light has never seen, and where no
other living thing has ventured yet. Take me there.
I wait for you to make my soul raw from the time spent
exploring you.
I wait for the cramp of my muscles from being tense with
longing.
I wait for the butterflies inside my chest when I see you
unveiled, unmasked, uncovered from my shameless, shiftless gaze.
